During the weekend that just passed, my parents went to Hongkong (w/o me :<).
And my nice girlfriend decided to stay over for company!
Met her on a saturday for dinner w yanyan at Yakitori Enmaru, located at Ion.
The food was really good, and expensive. Trust me on the good, and also the cost.
But hell with it, the food was delicious!

After that, pumpkin and I went shopping around Ion (and charging my dying phone at epicentre) while kah went home to grab her stuffs before we all met at wafflelicious.

We had a greattttt day together! And I told Kahjie while camwhoring in the toilet at home (what we used to do alot in secondary school), I feel young doing that. Hehe. Really, I have been feeling really old and rusty after graduating from JC. I miss being young, being so.. Young. Oh well, on the the brighter side. I'm still younger. Than the older people. Lol.

@ Wafflelicious. Semi for the waffles, semi to visit paper! ^^
Love this photo the best!


The lighting in the shop is really pretty for photos!
Our favourite thing to do at home, in the toilet actl.
Me feeling young, must be. Hehe.





The point was to see if we can bend real low down. But now looking at the photo, we just look stupid.

<3333 MY GIRLFRIEND!

Trying to act like a nerd cum random passerby.
HAHAHAHA @ KAHKAH!

The three of us worked @ NATAS fair the next day.
This was just like halfway through working when we snucked onto the car for a short break.
WORKING. IS. TIRING.


Oh, happy leap year day or whatever it's called.
じゃまた。


Everybody's moving forward, but you just choose to move backwards..


Thank you for being my, almost, everything throughout this one and nearing half a year.
I am grateful for someone like you.
For leading my way, for being by my side and for loving and supporting me.

I'm apologetic for my erratic behaviours at times, and how I lose my temper over smallest matters. Really appreciate how you could withstand all those periods.
Happy Valentines Day, and that I enjoyed this.


I don't like how I always come here to rant, and whine. And complain about how my life may suck when I'm perhaps luckier than 95% of the world for my clean water, ample food and healthy environment. Plus the efficient technology which eases my life.

But precisely because of this, the more insignificant I feel in life, the feelings come back again.
I need to find my own stuffs to do, my own life. Not the #foreveralone and suck thumb girl.
I always rant and rant and rant, like you would understand me. In fact, I don't even understand myself.

Really hate changes. Why must we keep changing plans or habits that I grew familiar and fond of? Why can't I tell God what exactly do I want, and I just get it? I am a frustratedgirl93 right now. Can my life get any worser? *This is a rhetorical question, please don't accept challenge dear life.








I have to declare that this post isn't like a emo-nemo kind. Just some kind of revelation I want to keep in mind. Just sometimes, I wish we had a selective memory space. We can choose what we want to keep forever, and delete those that are unpleasant or just unnecessary. In addition to those, I want to delete some moments that are once in a lifetime.

Is it just me or do people just expect more and more each time they receive something nice? I feel that way. Just a simple analogy, like how the nasty teacher just be nice to us once, and we'll be surprised and awed and all. But if the nice teacher, as usual be nice to us, we don't feel anything. Cause we did expected the nice teacher to be nice, and her being nice is a norm whereas if she falls short of our expectations, we deem her as being changed as not nice and all and all. Why are human's mind structured in such a way?

I don't want to expect too much from people, just because they have once given me something nice. I wish to delete that part of my memory, cause it will stay as a cactus prick on people, or maybe just me. Life is just a paradox, what makes you ecstatic initially may be the source of your unhappiness eventually.

After saying so much about me wanting to delete those once in a lifetime memory, I know one day if I had the choice to really selectively delete my memory.. I will still keep them close to me and not delete them. Oh god, why'd you make man so complicated? I love polar bears, you can just turn me into that.

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On a more humane touch, my 'A's are ending with 3 more papers! But till now, I seriously think I am going to fail my GP and my chem. I will take private next year if it happens, I don't want to go to UK :( Please Cambridge, make the bell curve shift like mad. Hehe. Make everyone fail! (Failed while trying to google for the 9gag meme!)

Pictures taken with Kahjie a week ago or sth, rare chance she goes for dinner with my family like that. I miss her many many! But she'll be working right after 'A's, so we'll meet up like rarely too! Oh well, its okay! I'll prolly just sleep my days off!



Tata!